Dorian scrubbed his face with his hands, mussing his faial hair, not caring.
"Of course I know you were torn. I'm sure that I knew it then. But I'm ... I trusted you, Bull. Even if I knew better. I trusted you then. I trust you now. If you proved me wrong for doing so ... it wouldn't be you that I was furious with, Bull. It would be myself. And that huts, even just having this conversation. It hurts to know you have that power over me, do you know?"
It wouldn't be Dorian's first betrayal, but Maker, he as so tired of leading himself into the same traps.
"So know that. You know that. And id the situation should come up, if life should lead you there. You think twice. Because this time, I'll be furious with you, oo."
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Date: 2018-06-07 09:13 pm (UTC)"Of course I know you were torn. I'm sure that I knew it then. But I'm ... I trusted you, Bull. Even if I knew better. I trusted you then. I trust you now. If you proved me wrong for doing so ... it wouldn't be you that I was furious with, Bull. It would be myself. And that huts, even just having this conversation. It hurts to know you have that power over me, do you know?"
It wouldn't be Dorian's first betrayal, but Maker, he as so tired of leading himself into the same traps.
"So know that. You know that. And id the situation should come up, if life should lead you there. You think twice. Because this time, I'll be furious with you, oo."