I listen when Bull tells me that it's hard for grown-ups to think and talk about their feelings sometimes. It makes me think of Ma, and sometimes Ma didn't talk to me or Grandma about things even, I think that just made her more angry and sad so maybe it would be better if she could talk to someone about it. I think she has to talk to the doctors now but maybe not talking made her start breaking before that.

"Do you have people that you talk to?" I ask Bull. He's really nice so I hope he has someone he can talk to and that way he doesn't hurt so much inside like Ma did.